november.

Stay With Me Don’t Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment. Don’t Cry For Me When I’m Gone No Point Of Wasted Tears Our Time Will Come One Day And I’m Just Confronting My Fears Though Its Not Really A Fear Its More Like A Destiny Some Times I Sit And Wonder Is This Life Really For Me, Coz Ive Seen, Heard, Felt, I’m Done. I Hope Ur Proud Of Where Ive Come, You’ve Seen Me Grown An Helped Me Thou, An There Is No Repaying You, I’m Here An I Feel Like Im Delaying You, Betraying You, An When I’m Gone I Hope There’s Sumone Saving You </3

It’s not a silly little moment, It’s not the storm before the calm, This is the deep and dying breath of this love that we’ve been working wrong on, Can’t seem to hold you like I want to so I can feel you in my arms. Nobody’s gonna come and save you, we pulled too many false alarms. 

We’re going down and you can see it too, you know that we’re doomed my dear - we’re slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of, you were the one i tried to draw, how dare you say it’s nothing to me baby, you’re the only light I ever saw.

I make the most of all the sadness, you’ll be a bitch because you can you try to hit me just to hurt me so you leave me feeling dirty because you can’t understand 

Go cry about it why don’t you 
my dear, we’re slow dancing in a burning room. Don’t you think we oughta know by now? Don’t you think we should of learned somehow?

Its strange how much your life changes after making one single decision. Once you decide that you don’t care any more; you feel numb, worthless and empty. If anything could go better it wouldn’t make but a meaningless dent in this strong fist of hate that you call life. You dream of all the times back when you were happy and nothing could phase you in your state of bewildered stargazed fashions. You try to think of better things but ‘happy’ just doesn’t exist any more. Walking helps ease the mind of painful troubles, darkness and wind with cold wet grass surrounding you with only the slow coiling voice repeating itself over in your twisted thoughts. I wish I could live but a day in the life of somebody else.